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Thank you!! 💚

Yesterday’s weight: 349.8

Todays weight: 350.6

That’s true!! Thank you, susan! 

So after my disappointing Week 1 weigh in, and my just-as-disappointingly defeated reaction to it for most of today, I’m going to try to summarize what I learned from the failures last week.

1. Day 2 is very hard for me physically. It’s where I go from feeling hungry to feeling ill in a way that makes it difficult to get my work done. As I didn’t…[Read more]

You got this Susan!

Thank you 😆

SW: 355

Week 1 weigh in: 349.8

Yesterday’s weight: 347.2

Todays weight: 346.6

Good luck!! You got this!!

Yesterday’s weight: 349.4

Todays weight: 347.2

Thank you for the support, Dr. Lewis!

Today, with my mother back at work, predictably I stayed focused easily.

Lunch: vanilla power bar

Dinner: five bites of microwaved meal, grilled chicken and broccoli.

Nothing else in my day but sleep. 

Was just reading through another members thread to catch up with their journey, and I saw one thing discussed was using old pictures of oneself skinny to motivate themselves to lose weight

I think back. Obviously I was lighter through early childhood, (I don’t know if I was relatively lighter but yeah). But as far as like, life I actually r…[Read more]

I respect your decision to stay here even with the new knowledge of your health issue. It looks like you’ve done really well overall!!

Susan- Mom has dealt with patients with disordered eating issues before, and from the way she’s reacted to me attempting to skip meals or anything of the sort in the past, shell jump on me for it. From her perspective she’d rather me be somewhat less healthy than actively-hospitalized-level-sick, and it would be difficult to convince her Dr. Lew…[Read more]

Yesterday’s weight: 348.4

Today’s weight: 349.4

Not much left to do but fix it

Trying not to be discouraged. I’ve done badly so far. But with Tuesday coming, my “eat with mom” days are basically over. I was hoping to set my hungerstat Fri-Mon, but I knew that would be hard as Sat-Mon are literally my days I’m most likely to Treat Myself. Emotional reliance on food is bad, but it’s heavy on those days. Tue-Fri aren’t da…[Read more]

Good point, Dr. Lewis! Finding ways to eat away from my parents will have to be a priority throughout this!!

Yesterday I once again had pinwheels for lunch, but for dinner had about what I’d normally have for pizza. I didnt have sweets or otherwise treat it as a free day for this, but at my hunger stat, my pizza “serving” has gotten pretty heavy…[Read more]

That’s so awesome! I don’t typically celebrate Cinco De Mayo, but that still really obviously takes a lot of willpower! You’re doing great 💚

Thank you!  😅 yes, I’m trying not to let myself get too discouraged.  Things could have gone a lot worse yesterday, and compared to how I’ve been eating for so long, I still think I’m doing well!  Just got to go from doing well to perfect. Gotta show how much I want it! 

also, I forgot to mention- I’ve told my parents I’m dieting…[Read more]

Yesterday’s weight: 349.8

Todays weight: 349.0

Apparently my doing well through the day made up for my freaking out at night and overdoing it. I know I can’t rely on that for every day, but this is a chance to get back on track without feeling like I’ve lost any ground, at least!