slimmingauditor

Ooof. I messed up.

I had some candy in my room I bought before I resolved to start five biting, and the prospect of it just. Sitting there, never getting eaten (because I prefer having actual food on my stomach if I only get five bites) bothered me.

It wasn’t a real problem, it was an imagined one, no doubt given legitimacy in my head by my s…[Read more]

Thank you, Susan!!

Lunch: Five bites of Bacon, chicken, ranch pinwheels. They’re four to a package, and each would be about two bites each for me to finish. This way I got the satisfaction of eating one bite of each of them, and then finishing one off before throwing the rest away.

Dinner: Five bites of microwave meal, crustless chicken pot…[Read more]

Oh, I just threw the rest in the trash! ^^ in the kitchen, so it’d be less obvious.

I had a lot of temptation yesterday- my nana offered me a real weakness meal of mine (baked potato), my mom  messaged offering to get us food after she got off, and some of the food and snacks I hung onto to have options as I progress were on my mind half the ni…[Read more]

Okay, finished dinner!

Today for lunch, I had my usual power energy bar, vanilla flavor today. For dinner, I had a microwave dinner. 3 bites of meatloaf w mushroom gravy, and 2 bites of the mixed veggies.

That’s so wonderful! I look forward to handling meals out with friends like this in the future  

Thank you, Dr. Lewis!! 

Awesome work! Have a great time out to lunch ^^ Throwing away what you don’t eat in those situations is so satisfying, isn’t it? It’s such a validating example of self-control

Thank you, Susan! I’ll keep those in mind ^^

Official starting weight- 355. It’s the upper range of what my scale can read, and it wouldn’t settle, but it kept fluctuating between 354 and 355 so I’m going with 355 for day one. I will update on here every day and every new week I’ll update in the weight tracker.

SW: 355, 5/3

I already have to f…[Read more]